ebnyrave - hold me down Lyrics

I shouldn't mind that you found love
I jus' been feelin' like a fool thinkin' bout us
Well, it's no surprise that I found drugs
Cause really how am I to cope with all the lost trust
I just can't help but blame myself
Thrills pills kill feel I'm so unwell
I've been replaced by someone else
But there's no replacing you
It's not even a flesh wound
But I can't move for my life
I know something's broken
Can't sleep in the night time and it's not right
I blaze until it all fades out
I know that we're dead
Every time I smoke it's like I'm putting us to rest
You was talkin' down
When I was givin' you my best
Numb enough prove that I can't feel enough to to bleed at all!
I'll just guess all of the answers
If you ask me how I'm fine
Hazy when I mix these toxins
Tryna' to get you out my mind
I lost the one who was my purpose
Now how could I just be alright
I've been so busy losin' focus
Forced to redefine my life
It's not even a flesh wound
But I can't move for my life
I know something's broken
Can't sleep in the night time
And it's not right
I blaze until it all fades out
Called you at the right time so you might
Slide in the night just to give me focus
Called you at the right time so I might find
Somebody to hold me down
I count the hours in my head
But what's the point of words unsaid
Desperation is getting too obvious
You're staring me down and I'm feeling sidetracked
This isn't a problem yet it's almost an emergency
Let's change the topic
This isn't an emergency
Tell me will you reattach
Cause I just can't feel it
I just can't feel
I just can't
I couldn't even tell you what's missing
It's just not healthy
I'm just not healthy
Antisocial anticipation before I pull up
It seems like I can't even hold conversation until I pour up
It's not even a flesh wound
But I can't move for my life
I know something's broken
Can't sleep in the night time and it's not right
I blaze until it all fades out
Called you at the right time so you might
Slide in the night just to give me focus
Called you at the right time so I might find
Somebody to hold me down