All my thoughts are swarming
Am I getting erased?
Goosebumps up my spine
So far it scrambles my brain
Should I take the stairs? I see you're bleeding
Rest your wings
The ladder's in the hole and it's sinking
Fly blue jay
What if we tried tomorrow?
You're pushing me away
I don't like this game
You were someone that I adored
I'm staying tame
Should I have been doing more
I miss the wake and all the pieces you would break
Take a deep breath
I miss the laughs, bud
I feel so stuck, don't want to waste your time
This clock is ticking down my spine
I feel my bones crawling out
Stomach acid in my mouth
I'm just ready to climb out
Of this grave you dug so loud
Shadows fill the hole from your breathing
Smokey lungs
The chutes'll take a toll on your healing
Slide on down
What if we died tomorrow?
Forget our favorite days
I don't like this game
You were someone I could adore
I'm staying tame
Should I have been doing more?
How the mood has changed
Chutes and Ladders fill the morgue
I know I'm not entitled to your time
Lay down wonder why I try
With this straw in my mouth
Blow my head through thick milk clouds
I'm struggling to find out
What you're really about