EclecticElectric - So Blue Lyrics

I hear them say that they know but they don't
Others they tell me they're here
I think that's just how it goes
Hence my reluctance to share

You know it never, gets any easier, when we're apart
And I don't know how to heal or how to love myself, I don't know where to start
And I know my friends, will pick me up from off the ground
But see, I'm far to ashamed to show them, just how much I'm down

I don't wanna lean on you, I don't wanna lean on anyone
I don't wanna be so blue, I don't wanna lean in anyone
I don't wanna feel these truths, I don't wanna need anyone
But if I can't be with you, I don't wanna be with anyone

If only I could forget, easy as I forgive
Maybe I could move on, find a new will to live
But you make me weak as you do strong, I feel I'm barely holding on
What can I do now without you, what is there even to
Only know how to sing blues, and write song about you

I don't wanna lean on you, I don't wanna lean on anyone
I don't wanna be so blue, I don't wanna lean in anyone
I don't wanna feel these truths, I don't wanna need anyone
But if I can't be with you, I don't wanna be with anyone