ECourt - I Don't Wanna Cry Lyrics

I don't open up cause I don't wanna cry
I wanna get drunk so I stop wanting to die

I can't show no love cause I don't feel alright
I'm not feeling right yeah I don't feel alright
Trapped inside my mind again can you come save my life
I've been thinking about ending shit like every single night

I can't even see the benefits of keeping me alive
I don't open up cause I don't wanna cry
Take a picture of my mind so you can look inside
I can't even tell you anything it's like I'm petrified

I'd show you all my feelings but it's so hard to describe
I wanna get drunk so I stop wanting to die
I get high like everyday
I just drink to take the time away

All alone I was hoping you would stay
Calling my phone just checking what I take
I don't open up cause I don't wanna cry
I wanna get drunk so I stop wanting to die

I can't show no love cause I don't feel alright
I'm not feeling right yeah I don't feel alright
Trapped inside my mind again can you come save my life
I've been thinking about ending shit like every single night

I can't even see the benefits of keeping me alive
I don't open up cause I don't wanna cry
Take a picture of my mind so you can look inside
I can't even tell you anything it's like I'm petrified

I'd show you all my feelings but it's so hard to describe
I wanna get drunk so I stop wanting to die