Stoned Video (MV)

I wasn't lookin' for a hideaway
I need the heat of a thousand bodies
Crowds will devour, I don't need breathing space
Consumed by hopelessness and all my worries

Save me, colors erase, nothin' will fill up the space
I'm drownin' under the waves and so out of place
I'm feelin' a way, maybe this life was a waste
Should I just throw it away?

All my friends have settled and grown
And then there's me here dancin' alone
Fueled by heartbreak mixed with the chemicals
They are sleeping and I am stoned
All my friends have settled and grown
And then there's me here dancin' alone
Am I breathing into my detriment?
I'll keep bleedin' and I'll be stoned

I don't want to have to cry again
Or say to them, "Goodbye" and, "I'm so sorry"
This pain crescendos right until the end
Keep tellin' myself that it's them and not me

Save me, colors erase, nothin' will fill up the space
Drowning under the waves and so out of place
I'm feelin' a way, maybe this life was a waste
Should I just throw it away?

All my friends have settled and grown
And then there's me here dancin' alone
Fueled by heartbreak mixed with the chemicals
They are sleeping and I am stoned
All my friends have settled and grown
And then there's me here dancin' alone
Am I breathing into my detriment?
I'll keep bleedin' and I'll be stoned

All my friends have settled and grown
And then there's me here dancin' alone
Fueled by heartbreak mixed with the chemicals
They are sleeping and I am stoned
All my friends have settled and grown
And then there's me here dancin' alone
Am I breathing into my detriment?
I'll keep bleedin' and I'll be stoned