Trust Issues Video (MV)

Starting over
I live life with no limits
But strong morals
I wish that they knew the difference
In this newfound independence in life
I figured out
That the dream isn't kids and a wife
It's finding out
Who you really are
What you love
Who you love
Whatchu want
Whatchu need
Where you wanna go
And all above first
Before you get this life going
Cuz if you get tied down
It's gonna suck when they cut the rope
And send your ass floating
With nothing except a life jacket
Kicking off sharks
Battling dehydration
In this thing called life
There's this thing called patience
And this thing called strength
I'm just trying to create it
And trying not to think of all the time that I wasted
On a mindset that wasn't contributing to my greatness
They say that all we need is some faith and a little prayer
I think different, I write my life and hope that you care
Yeah

Please help me
I don't know what the f*ck I'm up to
I see the look on your face
And I really don't know if I can trust you
Why's everybody in my face all the time
Like "F*ck You"?
I feel the vibe in the place
And I really don't think
I can trust you

Starting over
It's hard to get control back
When you were with somebody for so long
Don't know how
To really live a life alone in solitude
Get stoned and write a tune
But lately it's just me spitting words
Into a empty room
About death and gloom
Cuz that's just how I'm feeling
All I'm seeing
This year was not so easy
All I need is money but it's always running from me
And really it's not funny but I joke with all my homies
Saying "Yeah, I'll be all good, don't even worry
I'll make it make it make it I believe in my story
I'm just taking taking taking time
Marinating thoughts
But I get home and it's like I'm just
Staring in the dark
Beats playing
Head's ringing
Phone's on
Never blinking though
I might just
Stop paying my bill
Being real with y'all
I say I don't got time to chill
But I'm really not
Feeling the vibe of what y'all be spilling
So you see me not
Ever

Yeah

Please help me
I don't know what the f*ck I'm up to
I see the look on your face
And I really don't know if I can trust you
Why's everybody in my face all the time
Like "F*ck You"?
I feel the vibe in the place
And I really don't think
I can trust you

Starting over
This life is a roller coaster
It slides by with no slowing
As time flies we get older
My wise rhymes get bolder
The night sky'll get colder
Divine lights are pulling in
I don't wanna go though
My eyesight can hold up
In the night time and I roll up
No white lines
I don't blow stuff
But you catch the aroma
Of what I'm lighting up
Louder than the sounds that I make
Light another one
Pass it to myself and I think
Of where I'm at now
Where I was
And where I could be
And how the only motherf*cker
That can change that is me
Never sell myself short
I know what I'm worth
I never had much
But I know what you earn
Is what you keep
I play for mine and I gotta eat
I'm hungry
Wanna take my plate
Bitch I'm gonna feast
I said I wanna save the game
Really I wanna save myself
Music eases the pain
And I really needed that help
Expressing all the rage
Pain
Joy
And the guilt
I just hope you cop an album
Before my fate is sealed
For real

Please help me
I don't know what the f*ck I'm up to
I see the look on your face
And I really don't know if I can trust you
Why's everybody in my face all the time
Like "F*ck You"?
I feel the vibe in the place
And I really don't think
I can trust you

Please help me
I don't know what the f*ck I'm up to
I see the look on your face
And I really don't know if I can trust you
Why's everybody in my face all the time
Like "F*ck You"?
I feel the vibe in the place
And I really don't think
I can trust you...