Eda Schottenstein - Loudest Silence (feat. Clay Agnew) Lyrics

This pain
Something I can't explain
I know I should be content
But this world has bigger plans
For me

Feels strange
Can't get myself out of bed
But I'll spare you and I'll lie
Act like I am fine
When I'm sober

Sometimes I want to tell the world
This isn't really me
Instead I try to numb the pain
Risk losing everything

Checked out, can't speak
It's loudest silence I ever feel
I'm here but I'm gone
This smile -not real

If eyes don't lie
You should know my hands are tied
I want to feel alive
I want to fly

Your pain
I think I may understand
I know you're hurting too
Because I am someone who
Can see through you

So come here
Put your head on my shoulder
Let's cry these waves together
Get Through this stormy weather
Until it's over

Sometimes I want to tell the world
This isn't really me
Instead I try to numb the pain
Risk losing everything

Checked out, can't speak
It's the loudest silence I ever feel
I'm here but I'm gone
This smile not real

If eyes don't lie
You should know my hands are tied
I want to feel alive
I want to fly

There's a boulder on my back
It weighs me down
And you may find me listless
In the lost and found
Or underground

Checked out , can't speak
It's loudest silence I ever feel
I'm here but I'm gone
This smile -not real

If eyes don't lie
You should know my hands are tied
I want to feel alive
I want to fly

I want to fly