Verse
Just wanted a girl who was nice to me who actually wanted me to
In recent years they've be calling me zaddy
That's not something I was use to
Had a beautiful heart but was physically flawed
Never was short but not really to tall, round as a ball, gaps in my teeth, and to them I was nothing at all
But as I got older things got better but still had them same insecurities
They saw a new me but I was the same me just geeking for someone to love me
So if they offered it, I accepted it, without even vetting it
I cant absolve them for how they hurt and played me but I got take some accountability
(Why?)
I don't think I had standards at all, If they were bad and wanted me I gave em my heart
I was green as they come, they left me hurt broken all the above
I tried to fill my voids with lustful nights and drugs but I still felt empty, still felt unloved
Wanted to escape it so I drowned myself in Burnett's or whatever I could
Pre Hook
Life has left me so empty
But I have to take some accountability
All my damn insecurities
Made me feel like I was worth nothing
So if they offered it I accepted
I was just glad to have something
Hook
Broken
Life hasn't been to fair to me
Have to accept and take accountability for what others did to me
It's not fair but it's necessary for my healing
So broken
Life hasn't been to fair to me
Have to accept and take accountability for what others did to me
It's not fair but it's necessary for my healing