Eden - crash Lyrics

It's been a few years since you've been gone
There's been a few tears, but that was years and years ago
Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted
Yeah, I've been living out the dream that you dreamt up

It's been a few years with more to come
It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want
And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and I thought
Whoa, old friend, it's bittersweet
Whoa, how could you do this to me?
How could you do this to me?
Yeah

'Cause you are not who you think you are
There's no grain on these brown eyes
But they can be green if they really want
And I can bend your words
So they say exactly what hurts the most
But silence is better than fake laughs or faking we're always up
Loose grip
The world bends around you
And living through cracked screens
We fold down to what we want
Out of love
We talk through lines, we're made of smoke
And just in time, we drift away
Diffusing light, confusing times
Growing up, or cascading down?
Cascading down
I'm hurting now

But change comes slow
If you hate what's in your head, the f*ck would you speak your mind?
In search of lost time
Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid
Only 16, yeah, I think you should've known
I think you f*cked me up
I think, I think you f*cked me up
And I've got nothing to say to you

It's been a few years and I've moved on
Couldn't make it disappear, oh I tried so hard to be strong
But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely
Don't feel much better but I guess that it's a start