Eden Ari - Ceiling Lyrics

I've got these rocks in my throat that make me stone cold, oh
I could breathe without them but it's the ones he's thrown, oh
He says he loves me
But he doesn't know what the word means
Says he cares
But my wounds speak differently
He doesn't know how to love
He's twisted in the head
Got me sick to my stomach
Try to go to bed
But my heart, it always plummets
Bottle up my feelings
It's better than feeling
I'm building up walls
But he keeps tearing down my ceiling
Keeps tearing down my ceiling, yeah
Yeah, this is how I'm feeling, yeah
Don't know how I'm dealing, yeah,
He walks in the room
I suppress all emotions
Cause he builds off my pain
Like waves build off the ocean
If I let my guard down, if I let him in
He comes crashing through it, and so it begins
He says he loves me
But he doesn't know what the word means
Says he cares
But my wounds speak differently
He doesn't know how to love
He doesn't know how to love
He's twisted in the head
Got me sick to my stomach
Try to go to bed
But my heart, it always plummets
Bottle up my feelings
It's better than feeling
I'm building up walls
But he keeps tearing down my ceiling
My ceiling
Keeps tearing down my ceiling, yeah
My ceiling
Yeah, this is how I'm feeling, yeah
I'm feeling
Don't know how I'm dealing, yeah,
He preys on the pure and innocent
Steals their light in the dark
I've tried to make it make sense
But you can't understand someone without a heart
Wicked games he will play
No remorse in that heart
Hides behind a mask
But like a ravaging wolf, he'll tear you apart
Oh-oh-oh
Devil in disguise, no, there's no soul in those eyes
He doesn't know how to love
He's twisted in the head
Got me sick to my stomach
Try to go to bed
But my heart, it always plummets
Bottle up my feelings
It's better than feeling
I'm building up walls
But he keeps tearing down my ceiling
My ceiling
Keeps tearing down my ceiling, yeah
My ceiling
Yeah, this is how I'm feeling, yeah
Don't know how I'm dealing, yeah,
He doesn't know how to love
His own flesh and blood, yeah