I'M TRYING Video (MV)

I'M TRYING

I should be happy seeing you happy, I should be
It's just a matter of time so this is so untimely
Running into you and him in a random neighborhood
Rips the bandage off the wound, but when you ask I say, "I'm good"
I force a smile so once again I'm lying
But I'm trying

It's like a dagger thru the heart, by a phantom hand
A freaking chance encounter, god damn
We said we'd part as friends, like how we started way back when
But coming face to face to face, it's a bitch to pretend
I should be stronger now, it hasn't killed me yet I feel like dying
But I'm trying

Everyone I know is full of it, that so called good advice
But I'll just wait to be proved wrong that true love can't happen twice

I should be happy seeing you happy, I should be
It's just a matter of time so this is so untimely
But I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying