Edie-Louise - Clown Lyrics

Window
Water runs down
Rain drop
Like tears from the clouds
Stare at the sky
Wonder if anyone
Can hear me now
If so
Why can't they hear my cry for help

I'm falling
Drowning in my own damn mind
Overthinking
Every single god damn time

Look in the mirror
They say with age it gets clearer
Can somebody please tell me
Who I am
Are you better without me
Do you ever want to be found
Hurry up and tell me
Save me feeling like such a clown
Such a clown

Oh no
Here we go again
Patterns
Same round of the game
I repeat the questions
But answers the same
Don't know how much more of this
That I can take

Stare at the ceiling
Wait for that day to arrive
Somebody else will tell me
Who I am
Are you better without me
Will you ever want to be found
Hurry up now please
Save me from feeling like such a clown
Such a clown

Close my eyes
See a red nose
Painted white face

Waiting for you
Day and night
I'm such a disgrace

Penny for my thoughts
But you don't wanna know
It's not the time nor the place

So hold in my emotions
Secure with someone else's
Strong embrace

Until I stop falling
And drowning in my own damn mind
Overthinking
Every single god damn time

Meet the face in the picture
Until then just hold on tight
I have someone else to tell me
Who I am
So if you're better without me
And do not want to be found
It's ok trust me
Saved me feeling like such a clown
Such a clown
Oh
Not a clown
Yeah
I'm not a clown