Ef Havoc - My Story Lyrics

I just got off the phone with my mom talking about how I want to be one of the greats
She inferred I should forget it and just focus on my grades
So I went to school in the morning got there late
And I learned useless shit come back with homework and I ain't gonna finish it
So I been outta school now for a little bit
My D's don't hold me back I don't focus on that shit
For a bit of time I've been I've been doing fine
Like I really don't give a f*ck about certain shit
I'm pretty f*cking blunt when it comes to politics
I can agree killing babies this is a problem for me
Like not my forte I don't like the f*ck is wrong with you
And I'm pretty blunt when people ask me what they want
I don't infer shit I tell 'em get the f*ck outta my lawn
Stand your ground law where I live on purpose because I wanna kill people sometimes shit
Like I do not give a f*ck who the f*ck you are
I do not give a f*ck
Who the f*ck you are who you think you are or who you know at all
Like my momma haven't talked to her for months my f*cking grandpa haven't talked to him too
Simply because he's the father of you mom f*ck you honestly
You put me through so much shit and I can say honestly like I love you I really do
You love me too you're good at heart but parenting no you you
I know that you need some help with that shit
Cause you don't understand parenting you understand dick
You f*cking married him just because you had a kid
If you wouldn't of done that your life would be better oh shit
It's getting real you f*cking understand that you know
That you don't love 'em you just love your baby like like
If that's not true then I don't know what the f*ck is you
Better say the earth is flat cause that's as true as that shit
If you did not have that kid you wouldn't of been married
And christianity does not equal divorce and budweiser makes you wiser in the topic of remorse
Like I don't give a f*ck what you think but christianity and your hypocrisy do not sync
Like oh my God God
What the actual f*ck you've done so much sinful shit God would send you to hell like
The f*ck is wrong with you you're not a christian you don't follow that
Like stop pretending if there is a higher power like God if there is
He knows that you're faking it 'n you're not even fooling me
And you're not fooling yourself so what the f*ck are you thinking
Sorry I just ranted for like an hour I had to cut all that out because I got that power
I got my computer here that couldn't afford a new one and if it got stealed I'd probably kill myself
Like I have hours of shit on here
I'm literally recording in my room 'cause I can't afford a studio
'N it sounds pretty good to me how does it sound to you like
Ha ha
I think its okay It's real as f*ck and that's okay
I mean this is how I cope how I cope
I'm talking to you now and I'm coping I'm doing this so wow
I don't I don't know like this is just me
I don't even have a beat right now I'm just talking into my internal
Microphone on my Goddamn mac
Like I don't even have a mic and it sounds good on the track
'Cause I know how to edit and learned that shit myself haven't been to college
But I'm still doing well like
F*ck grades f*ck high school
You should stay in it don't just f*cking leave school
But try to get good grades if you don't got a plan b this is mine
And I'm doing fine so you you see
I was bad in school I got f*cking D's I
I had a finalization In my thoughts saying f*ck it
F*ck this and f*ck that f*ck it all like
I don't care I'm never gonna use it I'll work on my music