Ef Havoc - The Day New Life Begins (Prod. Valentine) Lyrics

Valentine On The Beat

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When I was nine years old my parents told me
That I could be whatever I wanted to be
But looking back retrospectively
Where they talkin' 'bout career or my O C D
The mental problems that keep holdin' me down
Now I'm lookin' in a mirror talking to myself with a frown
I hate who I am and it's eternal abyss
But this is what you made me me so stop crying you bitch

I can't change myself or others so it seems
So I cope with this music simultaneously workin' for my dreams
I'm not normal and that's okay 'least what my reflection tells my every day every day
It's like I'm two different people
Like I'm two different wolves
The one that wins is the one I feed please fill angers bowl angers bowl
Talkin' to regrets like hey man what you not do today
Pretty much anything productive now let me go pray

And if you were on the road and all alone
And that heart you're looking for was so cold so cold
Would you wipe those tears that fell for you and only you
We need answers we need answers oh we need answers we need answers

Dear Lord happiness please accept into your kingdom
I know I don't deserve you feel like anxiety's holding' me for ransom
A f*cking landmine deals with pressure better than me and still hurt less people
My ignorance and perseverance of hate make me a figurative beetle
Compare me to an idol like I'm a mother f*cking God I f*ck up too you're like the weeds in my lawn
Doesn't matter if you're famous or stoned outta your head, 'cause everybody's done shit that they regret
Like girls in your bed and drinking that beer and buying more like it's depressions cure
Blame me as a son 'cause I know I fell short goin' to mental institutions and psych wards
I know I put you through shit but thats just my sort just my sort
So sorry i'm taking our love off life support

'Cause I do what I say and I say what I mean mean mean
If you ain't doing same we ain't on the same team

And if you were on the road and all alone
And that heart you're looking for was so cold
Would you wipe those tears that fell for you and only you
We need answers we need answers oh we need answers we need answers

What am I running from if I ain't the target
Why was I born with problems and then called retarded
Why did I go to church and worship a God a God that actually let me be born this flawed this flawed
People aren't perfect so I ain't pretend to be like everybody else in the music industry industry

I'm just saying I've been praying laying it all down to you
Everything I say in all my records all that shits been true
I conveying and displaying my dimaying life to you
'Cause we live to wait to die we forgive
'Cause we can't find more friends that'll truly love us by the time we're twenty five
Ye Ye Yesterday is not your future today's not the end
Tomorrow's not your past it's the day new life begins
And if you were on the road and all alone
And that heart you're looking for was so cold
Would you wipe those tears that fell for you and only you
We need answers we need answers oh we need answers we need answers

And if you were on the road and all alone
And that heart you're looking for was so cold
Would you wipe those tears that fell for you and only you
We need answers we need answers oh we need answers we need answers
And if you were on the road and all alone
And that heart you're looking for was so cold
Would you wipe those tears that fell for you and only you
We need answers oh we need answers
And if you were on the road and all alone
And that heart you're looking for was so cold
Would you wipe those tears that fell for you and only you
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