EG - I'm Sorry I'm Like This Lyrics

I never meant to hurt you, I'm sorry I'm like this
I'm sorry for the tears I caused to fall
I didn't mean to hurt you at all
I'm sorry I'm like this

What have I done
Now you're gone
Done with my bullshit
Can't even talk to you cause you both block me

Now I hide my feels cause I don't wanna deal with it
Cause I don't wanna be left alone
I'm sorry that I'm like this, it cannot be helped
I don't want to open up again cause that's what caused the both of you to leave and block me

So I lock away my emotions cause I don't wanna go through that shit again
It's been a few months and I'm still in pain
And I still don't know why I'm holding on to our friendship
Since you left I haven't been the same

No I haven't been the same
I'm sorry I'm like this, I wish I could change
I don't wanna open up cause I don't want my friends to leave me again
Leave me again

I never meant to hurt you, I'm sorry I'm like this
I'm sorry for the tears I caused to fall
I didn't mean to hurt you at all
I'm sorry I'm like this

What have I done
Now you're gone
Done with my bullshit
Can't even talk to you cause you both blocked me

Now I hide my feels cause I don't wanna deal with it
Cause I don't wanna be left alone
I'm sorry that I'm like this, it cannot be helped
I don't want to open up again cause that's what caused the both of you to leave and block me

So I lock away my emotions