She's wearing your sweater today
The one I love
And you're looking at her in that special way
Like you have everything you want in front of you
And I guess you do
She takes your hand and you pull her close
And it sinks in
That she's not just a notch on your bedpost
And I know I shouldn't but I close my eyes and wish
That it were different
And I hate myself for it
If I never had you, how could I lose you?
Fell into love's cruel trap again
Don't know what to feel, what to think of but you
All I know is that this is the end
I held onto this futile fantasy
That one day you'd realize
That the whole casual scene isn't what you need
That all you want is someone who sees you as her whole world
And well, you did just that but with another girl
So I'll bite my tongue, keep my gaze down
Whenever I see you
I'll learn how to live without you around
'Cause as much as I hate seeing you fall to her gravity
I've never seen you look like this
So happy
If I never had you, how could I lose you?
Fell into love's cruel trap again
Don't know what to feel, what to think of but you
All I know is that this is the end
And if you were to ask, I'd say I'm fine (it's fine)
How I wish you'd call my bluff
Can't you see through this carefully constructed smile?
Or will my delicate hope be crushed to dust?
'Cause if the choice is me or her
I know that I will never be enough
(I'll never be enough)
Lost in coveted moments with you
But only in my dreams
And then whenever I open my eyes
She's all that I see
I know I'll never match up
But I can't let go of
The one for whom I always tried
To be enough
If I never had you, how could I lose you?
I fell into love's cruel trap again (fell into love's cruel trap again)
Don't know what to feel, what to think of but you
All I know is that this is the end
And if you were to ask, I'd say I'm fine (it's fine)
How I wish you'd call my bluff (how I wish you'd call my bluff)
Why can't you see through this carefully constructed smile?
No, my delicate hope's been crushed to dust
'Cause if the choice is me or her
I know that I
Oh, if the choice is me or her
I know that I will never be enough