E$kimo - Chaotic Ending Lyrics

Holding on to everything
But i dont feel like living, ay
Holding on to everything
But this room just keeps spinning yeah
Holding on to what
Holding on to f*cking nothing uh
Holding on to life
But life just keeps on f*cking us

They say don't give up
But at the end all turns to dust
Asking god hold on to what
When all around me turns to rust
Thinking back like what the f*ck
All the people that I loved
What's the point of you and us
Whats the point of blowing up

All these things that happen
They tell me to pray to God
But I dont believe in something
I ain't f*ckin see at all
Take it at face value
Take it have some f*ckin faith
Teach me how to love
But you taught us all how to hate

Depression got the best of me
The devil f*cking testing me
These drugs are f*cking tempting me
It's overdose, the end of me
Depression got the best of me
The devil f*cking testing me
These drugs are f*cking tempting me
It's overdose, the end of me

Lost souls lost souls
Hope for death and tie the rope
Hang me up and throw your stones
Say goodbye I'm losing hope
River flows body cold
Dead roses along the road
Oceans drain I'm giving up
They paving roads with f*cking blood

Suicide cuts on my wrists, ay
Just got done f*cking your bitch, yeah
Clean up the blood and the spit, ay
Happiness doesn't exist, yeah
Giving up f*ck all this shit
Sick of it life is a bitch
Cigarette ash when it's lit
Trying to feel numb and that's it

High hopes for a better life
Die alone and forgotten life
I don't know how I'm getting by
Tie a rope I've been wasting time
I could choke as time passes by
I see your face when I close my eyes
My sadness holds me under
And I feel my body die

I watch my body decay
I do this every day
I don't think I am ok
I just might tear off my face
If I dont die by the day
I couldn't look at your face
I am a f*ckin disgrace
Learn how a hollow point taste