E$kimo - Dead Bodies Lyrics

I dont know how to escape
I don't know if I can make it
But I hope one day I blow up
Before I take this gun and face it
Hollow points right in my skull
With this 38 I'm taking
My own life's a f*cking joke
I don't know if I can make it

Plastered smile on my face
But I'm f*cking sick of faking
Mind is slowly growing weak
Sick of all these drugs I'm taking
Being sober ain't for me
My mind is worse when I'm complacent
Want to give up on you baby
Cause my life is f*cking draining yeah

Where you run Where you go
When you hide alone
Let me run Let me go
Scared of dying alone

Look at the cuts on my wrists ay
Gotta put ice on this shit yuh
Got a price on a new whip ay
Look how you steppin dont slip yuh
Talk to me like I'm a bitch ay
My personality splits yuh
Pass me the blunt if its lit
Taking amphetamines, shit

Look at me now look at me now
Look at me begging for death
What do you think of me now
Is it still all in my head
On the cement layin in blood
Got me so f*cked in the head
Lay in my bed filled with this dread
I am so f*cking depressed

Call my mama let her know that f*cking soma passed away
Call the devil let him know to meet me at the f*cking gates
I don't want no f*ckin fame
I don't want my f*ckin name
I'm so sick of this decay
I'll just watch you fade away