She told me to pull up right around 9
95 all the way to her place
No smile on my face
Am I living life
Even while I'm dead inside
I still feel alive tonight
She said please don't take your time
Say they wanna hold me
Wonder why they adore me
Baby I'm meant to be lonely
I'm fine
Telling me white lies
It's why I have issues
Trusting people, wasting my time
Telling me you love me
I don't feel the same
Let's just dance in the rain
I'll tell you all my pain
Show you all my mental scars
It's why I'll never call
Explains my mental wall
It's how I know I won't fall
It's why I feel strong
Let's just lay under all the stars
While you hold up on my arm
Ignoring all our calls
Suns coming out
Now we better run
Better get you home
Before they notice that you're gone
Now I'm cruisin in the rain
Taking my time
Hit the freeway
Speeding down I-5
I don't want her by my side
She said it's alright
I'm living my best life in the night time
Now I'm cruisin in the rain
Taking my time
Hit the freeway
Speeding down I-5
I don't want her by myside
She said it's alright
I'm living my best life in the night time
Come alive in the night time
It's when I truly feel alive
Listen to beat at 3pm
Grip my pen by 4am
New day, same pain
Yeah. Counting down my days
New song, next day
In love with my pain
She feeling all my dark ways
Told me she relates
Not hearing what I say
Thinking every song about her
But I write about so much more
Numb to the touch
Don't try and show me love
Don't try and call. Yeah
I can't pick up
Just tonight I'll come around
One last time
Before you notice that I'm gone
Now I'm cruisin in the rain
Taking my time
Hit the freeway
Speeding down I-5
I don't want her by myside
She said it's alright
I'm living my best life in the night time
Now I'm cruisin in the rain
Taking my time
Hit the freeway
Speeding down I-5
I don't want her by myside
She said it's alright
I'm living my best life in the night time