Somethin' about the sun shinin' in on me
Tells me I was chokin', but now I can finally breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe)
My god, Maine and Boston are farther than I ever knew
So stupid that I'm still in love with the idea of you
And I'm far away
Now all sounds are different
From the choices we've made
You pretend not to listen
I'm livin' slowly, but I'm movin' back home soon
Got a new apartment far from the park we could see from your room
Defended you too all our friends when they heard you caused me pain
Cause you took my body, convinced me I don't know your name
And I'm far away
Now all sounds are different
In the beds that we made
We pretend we can't hear them
I smiled with tears that I almost could taste
Like the universe would change the events just by lookin' at my face
Last day
Lamb to the slaughter
Know (No,) I can't stay
I'm embarrassed I wanna