Measuring my patience
Witnessing you collapsing
Pounds of guilt weigh on me
What was someday, leagues away - tangible now
Last sight of all I know
Before my eyes close
I can't wait for this
Learn what death defines
How I spent my days
Waste of my life
Prove to me this was real
And to you, I will raise up my broken hands to the sky
So you can snap even more
Ruin me
Please make it worse, make it hurt
Just want to feel again
All you've done
Tortured my whole world every day
Cry for help
But you spit in my open hands
I can't wait for this
Learn what death defines
How I spent my days
Waste of my life