Eli Ash - Keep Going Lyrics

Drums and my misery keeping me company
Just like the pretty faces doing drugs with me
Shoutout to these dark clouds I stay underneath
It's sunny out lately I just don't know what to think
SMH, feels like I'm floating in my mind damn near every day
I'm just praying love finds me all I feel is pain
And I know the ones vibing probably feel the same
I know you feel the same
Yeah
We're only going up from here
Lonely in my mind every single f*cking year
Mushroom caps might just help me persevere
A producer and a rapper but nobody f*cking cares
Keep goin'

I was born in 1997
And ever since then I've been in pursuit of heaven
Hella desperate thinking death could come at any second
I'm in the trenches of depression tryna send a message
I hope you get it
If you don't, fine
Rather take time to smoke pine
Old folks telling me I'm so wise
Little do they know I've been ghost
Died in '09
F*ck with me
I mean either way you're still stuck with me
Still a cut above the rest that's a buck fifty
Got a thump under my chest and it's rumbling
And it wants to speak
Keep goin'