I understood why you cried when your flag was a projection
Symbols can go so far until you see them as a distraction
You'd always talk about your taste, and how it shaped you nicely
Until you had to base yourself on something less focused and relaxing
I'd call things indie
It makes me laugh
You'd call things useless
It makes me wanna clean up
It all comes back
I liked to ask you why you'd burn yourself without someone to watch
It's a whole show, a big deal, and there's no audience to feel lost
I'd call things indie
To make me laugh
You'd call things useless
It makes me wanna go back
I used to feel like that
I used to call things useless
I wanna go back
I wanna go back
I used to feel like that
I always fought for your side without you even knowing
Isn't it crazy how we could swim through the dust like it's nothing?
I'd call things anything
To try to make you laugh
It makes me laugh
But you won't do the same
I just want you to laugh
I guess I'll just accept that I'm the only one who's smiling
'Cause no matter what I do
No matter how long I hold the door, you just won't do it
I'll paint it with a brush
I'll retract my former speeches
And I'll focus on myself
And I'll distribute my pieces
But you'll never laugh