eli studt - i guess im older now Lyrics

I want my mom to know that I love her
I want my dad to know that I love him
I want my ex to know I don't hate her
I want my friends to know that I'd save them

And if you ever feel sad you can call me up
If you ever feel bad just don't give up

I guess I'm older now
I feel colder now
I'm stronger now
Cause I'm still okay somehow
At night I look myself in the eye
And I ask out loud "who is this?"
I'm only 17 but I feel so old
I swear it don't make sense

Back when I was 12 I used to want to be so famous
When I was 16 all the pressure, it just got too draining
It gets worse, I gotta lean on God cause he can save me
Love can hurt, man it's crazy, that's something I'm feeling lately
Slow down and breathe
Tell me 'bout all of the good things you've seen
Tell me 'bout all of your good memories, life is worth living

If you ever feel sad you can call me up
If you ever feel bad just don't give up

I guess I'm older now
I feel colder now
I'm stronger now
Cause I'm still okay somehow
At night I look myself in the eye
And I ask out loud "who is this?"
I'm only 17 but I feel so old
I swear it don't make sense