eli studt - ill be okay Lyrics

I wake up, no ones calling
No texts, the snow is falling
That windowsill hasn't looked this way since I didn't feel so afraid
That I would end up dead
Cause I was in my head
If I wasn't so afraid of pain, you might've never seen me again

I told my mom I'll be okay
I'll just take life day by day
Please keep praying that I can change
Cause you can't save me, only I can

I've been trying and trying, I don't wanna give up
I've been dying and dying for some new kind of love
I've been crying, like, why am I so messed up?
I'm sick of their fake love, they always break trust
Yeah, always make the same the same mistakes that just led me to my fate
I think I might go insane
Always say that I need God, but then I'm swearing at my job
Is my life just a facade?

I don't really care, you can break my heart
I'll just pick up the pieces and look up to the stars

I told my mom I'll be okay
I'll just take life day by day
Please keep praying that I can change
Cause you can't save me, only I can
I told my mom I'll be okay
I'll just take life day by day
Please keep praying that I can change
Cause you can't save me, only I can

(You can't save me, only I can)