éliH - A Survivor's Guilt . Lyrics

I just felt at home, home is where my heart is
But lately it's been cold, cold, cold hearted
Feel as if I know, know as if I feel
Feeling a lot of things but you is not one of them
(Not one of them, you is not one of them)
(Not one of them, you is not one of them)
(Not one of them, you is not one of them)
(Not of them)
Felt a lot of things in my life, it's not you
And just cause I feel pain don't mean it's true
I mean none of it is, none of it is
Known to be a hell of kid, hell of a list of things that are wrong with him
It's only him, or at least that's what he thought
(Or at least that's what he thought)
(That's what I gathered)
(That's what I gathered)
Why's it only you with me?
I don't even want to know why, it's probably you
It's only you, when it comes whispering
Love me the same way as I love you, is it really that hard?
Sometimes I lard on the fact that I hate living
That I hate living, (sometimes)
Dissociating with the world I'm in
Do you want to be friends with me?
I hope we can, I don't wanna be alone anymore
I don't want to fight the devil with a sword
I was tryna find Christ but your not even one of them
(Not one of them, you is not one of them)
(Not one of them, you is not one of them)
(Not one of them, you is not one of them)
(Not of them)