Elijah Atkins - Anindignantacquisitivesoliloquy Lyrics

Alone
Alone
I want to be alone with you
Not forever
But as of right now
I don't want commitment
I just crave the feeling of being alone, you and i
Nobody to be strict
Money's not an issue
I'm making the music i've ever made
I'm not worried where my next check is coming from
There's no paparazzi though
Weird
We check in
You're gleaming
Lazy clothes, nothing too serious
We get to the room
You take em off
Free
You're chillin'
I wonder what you look like
Now, at least
I'm self conscious kinda
We'd be alright i'm perfect in my dreams
Do you kiss good?
I heard you use to make out in a car
Now you
Shy, diffident
I don't want to do anything with you
I just want to see you happy
I don't know what goes on at home but
Me, i'd throw away for you
I know i can't buy it
You deserve confidence
Me too
Some of you are self centered
You really think the world revolves around you well you're right
Perfect people make the world go round
No song i can write could describe my passion to be so perfect
I want to get back to florida
Go to the theme park
Get one of those icy things
Watch the fireworks just me and you this time
Sorry i made you leave the show i just felt bad and you were too dedicated
Hey the reason i want to take you to atlanta is it
Because i want you to help me sweep up the Broken pieces, residue, of my dupe intimacy
You know i was ironing when we "got together"
They said it's a good idea go for it and i fell for it
I really lo
I really loved you
I don't why, i mean we knew each other for a while and
Everything i said i meant
And to get SCREWED over
It makes me feel worthless
It makes ME feel like i'm wrong
You moved on so quickly to bigger and blacker men
Makes me seem to think this was all in Gods plan
But it's kinda like seeing your destination but Having your
G.o.d-GPS turn your whole car down a completely different street
He saw the Accident you saw the restaurant
Now you're mad because rather than staying out if harms way
You have to wait for your food and you shouldn't mess with a man when... he's hungry
But i ignore all that
Because i want what i want
I think jesus take the wheel
But only when i'm giving directions
I ignore all that
Where's my initiative
Why aren't i as hungry as the ones who came before me
I thought it was design but now i'm starting to think it's user user error
Why can't my brain think of as many ways to get a job as it can to get a girl
And i don't do both so what's the point
I never thought about committing suicide because i see all the wrong in it
Yet i still am guilty cause i'm sinning, sleeping and life has a time limit
I feel like music is what i want to do for a living i was told to consider another job
It's seems it's as easy to become a bad musician as it is a cop
I don't touch politics because that's not my game
Because as soon as you're wrong
You're amenable
We can do things
I can spoil you
But when i get bored don't ask questions you'll make it hard on me
I just want to move on to someone else
And they'll be amenable too