Elijah James - Claustrophobic Lyrics

What you think you know about me mane
Since a youngin aint a damn thing changed
So much time tryna make this thang
Tryna make it bang since a brotha sixteen

No escape cuz the doctrine's engrained
Start em young so it never leave they brain
Nowadays I can barely maintain
Let alone motivate because

I'm claustrophobic
I feel the walls a closing
I can't hold it
Where I'm goin

Feelin so lost
The moment stops
It feel like time is frozen

Am I the boss
Or am I just tossed
Around by my emotions

Maybe I can't control it
Or just goin
Through the motions

Don't you just love it when you
Got depression
At the function

Have a conversation
Man contribute
Gotta come up with somethin

We got powder smoke pills bottles
Pick your poison

Just don't overdose it

And I've been trying to
Find a way to get you out my head

Been trying to
Forget all the hurtful things you said

Would have me beg and plead until there's nothing left

Just had to give up throw it all away instead

But I still got love for ya

Guess that's why they call it euphoria

It's a hell of a story

Like lord of the rings

This is the return of the king

So honest I'm over ya

Think id really rather be throwin up

Than get back with a

Silly woman who done did me so dirty uh yuh

You gon get what you came for
And you get what you pay for
And you never wanna say sorry
You a lil late to the party

You gon get what you came for
And you get what you pay for
And you never wanna say sorry
Now I'm the one that's f*ckin sorry

And I swear you will regret it
You get what you give and you know that you indebted
Keep away with kids bitch you know just where you're headed?
Ain't gonna be pretty when they handin out your sentence

Me myself I'm steady steppin
Eliminate distractions and we headed that direction
Don't come crying to me desperate when you're watching my ascension
Don't be begging for attention this a funeral procession

I'm claustrophobic
I feel the walls a closing
I can't hold it
Where I'm goin

Feelin so lost
The moment stops
It feel like time is frozen

Am I the boss
Or am I just tossed
Around by my emotions

Maybe I can't control it
Or just goin
Through the motions

I feel the storm a rollin
Ebbs n flows in like the ocean

I hear the wind a blowin
Ships a groanin
Goin under

I feel my lungs a burnin
Legs are churnin
Where's the surface

Is it even worth it?