The depression is getting the best of me
No longer sure who I will be
Can't fall asleep and cannot wake
I can feel my body shake
Tears are running down my face
I don't know, I feel so strange
Can't explain, just want to hide
All the things I feel inside
Cuz I burned out
After burning too long
Exhausted by
Always being strong
And I need to find the place where I belong
So I can sing my, song my own song
I don't have any energy
To socialize, don't know what to say
You talk and wish to be heard
But I cant hear a word
The lights are on but No one's home
I feel like I'm always alone
A cry for help - why can't you see
What you did to me
I know when I smile it doesn't show
But it's the only way for me to feel control
Over this depression and anxiety
Over the thoughts of ending me
I'm just done with being sad
And I'm so done with being hurt and mad
And I can't say what's left or right
I'm freaking out, I can't see the light
Will I ever be normal
Will I ever come back?
Here comes another panic attack
Yes I burned out, after burning to long
Exhausted by always being strong
But I know that I will find where I belong
And I will sing my own song
I wish my soul
Could be whole
And I know now
My journey will go on
Until I can find the place where I belong
Where I will sing my own song...