Elkalumpy - Buried Alive Lyrics

I feel it closing in on me
I feel myself losing the ability to breathe
And I feel my friends
Growing tired of me

I'm sorry, I know I haven't been much fun to be around
It's really hard for me to say this out loud
But I think it'd be better for you
If I wasn't around
If I skipped town

I'll excavate myself for you tonight
And see if I can find the hint of something good inside
I wish I could go to bed
But I'm too afraid to die
And I know my mom would cry
Maybe I'll live till I'm 75
Until then I'll just bury myself alive
And I'm too tired to cry
And I wish you would leave me alone for tonight