Ella Vos - Dreaming, backwards Lyrics

Woke up early, when our room grew cold
Found the answer, time was moving slow
Oh with all the windows closed
Always coasting, been on cruise control
Flipping quarters, never sure when to go
Oh afraid of what I know
Cos the lights just won't stay on

I know where you're at, nowhere left to run
Wasted all our youth, scared of being young
It's like dreaming, backwards
Like dreaming, backwards

Looking for the rain, when the sun is out
Missing yesterday, instead of living now
It's like dreaming, backwards
Like dreaming, backwards

Sleeping later with the sun so far
Drifting further, tryn get back to the start
Oh before I fall apart
Lost a decade riding in a car
Turning yellow, stare between the bars
Oh reaching into the dark

Always chasin, never make it
No tomorrow, tryna fake it
Waiting, waiting, troubles all around me now