It's been over 3 years since we met
2 since you left
And 1 since I started lying, saying I was over you
Before you gave me a chance to breathe
You ruined 5 songs for me
6 months of agony
Loving you was reckless
I knew that
But you didn't help the fact
You loved how I loved you so
I've been living off a memory
So long I'm scared I made it up
I made it up
I'm living off a memory
Like what you gave me was enough
For me it was
For anyone else, it's pathetic
I've lost count of all the times I've cried
And re-wrote our goodbyes
At the end of the day
You were never gonna stay
Loving you was reckless
I knew that
But you didn't help the fact
You loved how I loved you so
I've been living off a memory
So long I'm scared I made it up
I made it up
I'm living off a memory
Like what you gave me was enough
For me it was
For anyone else it's pathetic
I needed you as a friend
More than anything
Even after all the shit you did to me
Yeah, I still tried but just couldn't keep you close
I've been living off a memory
So long I'm scared I made it up
I made it up
I'm living off a memory
Like what you gave me was enough
For me, it was
For anyone else it's pathetic