elliott ng - Life Of The Party Lyrics

Last year, I was on stop, but now that's disappeared
I don't know what happened, but it's kinda weird
The darkened hallways, the gloomy skies, the rattle noise from the snakes nearby
My life was perfect, but now it's ruined, it's ruined

I guess I'm stupid for thinking that I was the star
I never really even thought that you could fall so hard
I guess that summer, everybody really came to their senses
Cause I always swung for the fences

I thought that everybody loved me, and that I was their best
I was the life of the party, but the party's depressed
I feel like everybody in this room hates my guts, but my guts were never enough
Now I go home crying

I didn't know that nobody likes me, and nobody cares about my feelings
But you, you found me on the second day, told me that I'd be okay
Told me that I'll sit with you
And who knew

Oh, but I still feel bad
Still feel bad
I wanna curl up and die
Curl up and die

Cause all I can do is cry
All I can do is cry
And I still feel the same way
I still feel like I'm stupid for thinking that I was the star

I never really even thought that you could fall so hard
I guess that summer, everybody really came to their senses
Cause I always swung for the fences
I thought that everybody loved me, and that I was the best

I was the life of the party, but the party's depressed
I feel like everybody in this room hates my guts, but my guts were never enough
Wake up sudden in the dead of night, as I cannot sleep
I think of all the ways this could go wrong

So I wrote it in this cruel song
I guess I'm stupid for thinking that I was the star
I never really even thought that you could fall so hard
I guess that summer, everybody really came to their senses

Cause I always swung for the fences
I thought that everybody loved me, and that I was the best
I was the life of the party, but the party's depressed
I feel like everybody in this room hates my guts, but my guts were never enough