Elliott Preston - Peace Lyrics

I thought that I could find peace from bein' alone
What's it mean to be a king if all you got is a throne?
Nobody need to see me, no one's hittin' ma phone
Always felt like a kid but how long till I'm grown?

I never was a crowd pleaser, don't tease her
We never got along so I decided to leave her
I guess it's what I wanted, no question in ma brain
Got me and the music, now all I need is the fame
I never used to care about the shit I didn't have
These flexin' mothaf*ckas always makin' me laugh
Nowadays I chuckle but it's drawin' me in
Even knowin' if I get there that don't mean that I win

Is what you want for me the same as myself?
Am I wastin' ma time? Is this bad for ma health?
Are you gonna be there for me when I'm hittin' ma peak?
Were you lyin' when you told me shit can change in a week?

I thought that I could find peace from bein' alone
What's it mean to be a king if all you got is a throne?
Nobody need to see me, no one's hittin' my phone
Always felt like a kid but how long till I'm grown?

At the age of 13 I picked up a guitar
Barely knew how to play but it's taken me far
I loved feelin' like I was Eddie Van Halen
Gettin' lost in myself I was constantly jammin'
I dreamed of a stage that I share with Dave Grohl
And now I'm hopin' on my way up I don't lose ma control
When I take away these figures it gets harder to see
What the f*ck am I still doin' who am I s'pposed to be?

Is what you want for me the same as myself?
Am I wastin' ma time? Is this bad for ma health?
Are you gonna be there for me when I'm hittin' ma peak?
Were you lyin' when you told me shit can change in a week?

I thought that I could find peace from bein' alone
What's it mean to be a king if all you got is a throne?
Nobody need to see me, no one's hittin' my phone
Always felt like a kid but how long till I'm grown?

All I really wanted was to play for the kid
The one just like me, in the music I hid
From anything and everything I always ran away
People like that just need to know they can stay
I want you to know, I'm speakin' to you
Keep holdin' on to me and I'll pull you through
This shit is never easy, I'm not gonna lie
But like I said on Motions I know you can fly