Ellipsis - Fictitious Depictions Lyrics

Can you hear me? Love me

I can't find my way down, my way down

Look, we tried but I know we can't be friends, right?
Wouldn't be crying unless this was the end, right?
All this fighting, reviving and dying has me lying to myself, thinking that it helps
But I think it's just time to stop trying
Think it's time to stop vying
Cause all this fighting is inciting a world of pain
Colliding with a super toxic, supersonic world of shame that we've grown to reside in, oh
So just let me go
And please
Don't ever grab me in the future
Rumours are tumours of which I wish there were fewer
I won't humour them
Or pretend that there are winner's in love
You taught me there's only losers and beggars can't be choosers, so I
Wish this happened sooner
Wish we'd crashed it smoother
Never wished for this to ever even happen to ya
Now I'm waiting for all the looters to arise from the sewers
Their eyes move on your life now that I'm moving on

I can't find my way down, my way down

Can't just let the dust settle
Cause instincts tell me pedal to the metal
Vomit over instrumentals
A common comet comments on all his special human mental, superhuman levels
Oh nah, oh nah, man
This is just our condition
Our affliction
Who's infliction's biggened by fictitious depictions

I can't find my way down, my way down

Making love in the dark or with my eyes closed
With random bitches who only care about where the night goes
No concept of my life or where my mind goes
Who know absolutely f*cking nothing next to what you know
So when they ask me why I'm crying, I be lying saying I'm fine
When I know I'm not
Tryna be more open but scared that what I give them is all I got
Tell myself I'm searching for god
Even though I'm not
So I just tell them all to hold me closer
Broken hearts got my face on their poster
Closing my eyes imagining it's her that holds ya
My hurt was never supposed to be a catalyst to our show's foreclosure, baby

I can't find my way down, my way down

So for real baby surely you know I can't sleep
Tossing and turning churning through all the events of last week
Tryna dream myself into a time when you once had me
Desperately praying that these memories don't outlast me, uh
But life is an essence
And I cant pretend it never thrived within your presence
Love me

Can you hear me? Love me
Can you hear me? Love me (My way down)
Can you?
Can you?
Can you hear me? Love me

I cant find my way down, my way out, my way out
My way down
My way down