Elsie Shaw - Write a Song Lyrics

I wanna write a song 'bout how nobody cares
To scream with a crowd, if they were here
How I don't shave my legs cause I am too lazy
Or my Instagram posts I made while crying
A song 'bout how being alone is my biggest fear
Yeah

I wanna write about how I've been feeling
About all the people that don't like me
I wanna show them that I don't need them
But I still cry when I see their feed
I want all my friends to hear this song
And finally know that I've been hurting
But if they ask me what's wrong
I'll tell them I'm fine
Not like they're honest with me either

I want to be included at hangouts and party's
But I always say no because I know the story
It's me all alone, nobody talks to me
Then they tell me that I am too needy

If I could write about how you
Treat me then I would tell you to
Consider that I'm human too
You still drive me crazy
I know you don't hate me
But you still act like you do
So I'm gonna write
A song
About you
I'm gonna write
A song
About you

I wanna write about how I've been doing
Cause I don't have someone I can talk to
I want to vocalize all my pain but I
Don't want you to think I'm rude
I want someone to hear my song
And tell me that it changed their life
Then I'll tell them they're loved
I'm sorry they're hurting
Just want them to be alright

I want to share my story and show my dark side
So somebody listening can feel alright
Know they're not alone, that they can talk to me
Because I know just what they're feeling

If I could write about how you
Treat me then I would tell you to
Consider that I'm human too
You still drive me crazy
I know you don't hate me
But you still act like you do
So I'm gonna write
A song
About you
I'm gonna write
A song
About you

I want you to hear this if it gets published
Cause even though I say I'm over you
I want you to recognize my name
And finally know what you put me through

Cause if I can write this song bout you
Then I guess I still need you