Elvis Tafoya-Turoldo - Not Right Now Lyrics

I began to grieve while you were still here in my arms so I don't miss you now
I don't miss you now
You were never really mine with all the demons you refused to disavow
You would not disavow
And soon you'll have your reckoning but baby that's not right now
So many times you'd leave and then coming running back just like the time before
The time before
And so many times I've felt like this
I won't allow myself to open the door
I won't touch that door
Would it be a lie to cry when I don't love you anymore
Wandering through the endless night
Those doe eyes found me in the moonlight
But in the heat of eternal sun
A new spring has begun
There was once a time when I could have listened to what the people said
What your old friends said
Instead I closed my eyes
I took your hand and I moved ahead with the words unsaid
But now it seems the girl I loved only lived here in my head
Wandering through the endless night
Those doe eyes found me in the moonlight
But in the heat of eternal sun
A new spring has begun
You didn't want to see me out of this hole
Do you still have the happiness you stole
Did you fall out of love when you lost control
When you lost control
I won't be around for the day you figure out I'm not your enemy
Not your enemy
Sorry that you saw me change as I realized I could not set you free
I could not set you free
But maybe you'll forgive me by the time we're both back in Tennessee
I began to grieve while you were still here in my arms so I don't miss you now
I don't miss you now
And soon you'll have your reckoning but baby that's not right now