Elyahu - Too Many Times Lyrics

When I'm feeling low
Smoke a little dro
Sip on something potent
Then I hop up off the floor
Baby I've been getting high
Every day and night
But this is not a cry for something
This is just my life
Aiming for my goals
Praying I get old
But if I don't
Results will show I did it on my own
Baby I've been cutting ties
Like I've been cutting lines
One after another
It's just me, myself, and I
I can never go back to who I was
Since I killed him too many
Too many, too many
Too many times
And I can never go back to who I love
Been the villain too many
Too many, too many
Too many times
Lost in a sea full of souls
Swimming with the fishes
While I'm searching for my own
Baby I've been on a dive
Fighting to survive
I polish under pressure
Like a diamond in a mine
Started as some coal
Now I'm on a roll
Upped my worth
I still ain't perf, but better than before
Baby I've been getting by
Shining in the sky
Fall then I get up again
Still learning how to fly
I can never go back to who I was
Since I killed him too many
Too many, too many
Too many times
And I can never go back to who I love
Been the villain too many
Too many, too many
Too many times