E.M. J. - Realness Lyrics

You know I'm trynna keep it cool in this business
So here's a little song about all my realness
I don't really know who I am in this game
But I hope I find out before I get some fame
With a little mellow beat and just one verse
I hope I can get rid of this writers block curse
How do I keep it real without a crew or fans
What in this game are E.M. J.'s plans
He don't even know so he's just gonna wing it
Damn I wish he wouldn't cause he can't freestyle
So if he is damn sure this'll take a while
Thank-you Syndrome for your musical talent
Just because of you I can fulfill my dream
Pursue my life long goal to be a famous rapper
And I hope you'll be a fan who claps along
Now look don't get me wrong some of this new stuff is catchy
But other stuff is just words and a beat that match each other
What happened to Hip-Hop it seems like it's dead
Now the monsters in my head are trynna get out
Cause they wanna show y'all what raps about
And I don't care 'bout anyone who has there doubts about me
I've gotta get out of those days you see
Yeah it's just me, myself and I in this world
What makes it harder for me to survive
Is that I get picked on 'bout every little thing
The only thing I really know how to do is rap and sing
And that's what I wanna do in my life
So I guess I gotta focus on what I write
And without anyone it's hard for me to get over suicide
But look I got over it with my parents pride
Thank-you mum and dad for all your support
I wish I could see you more often
But the choice you made was one that you had to
No I'm not mad cause I needed this change as well
And because of this move my grades haven't fell
Finally I can live in peace and not have to worry
About what people say but look Molly please forgive me I'm sorry
I didn't mean to hurt you in that way
But I was in love and didn't know what to say
I thought you hated me and never acknowledged my existence
Please forgive me I just wanna be friends
Why can't we just talk to each other
Look it's fine if you don't want to be bothered my bad
But please just tell me let me know what you want
I've got no issues in my life now I moved
And my friends make me feel so good I'm glad I did
There's no devil on my shoulder anymore
But my life is now a god damn bore
Because it's ecstatic when I record
I'm just so excited I cannot hide it
This right here is every real thing that's ever happened to me
But these are the things that made me be
Made me see what I've gotta do to get to the top
And this right here will make you bop
Because my lyrics and this beat just have pop
I've just talked about all my realness
So I hope this makes it to the business
And get me noticed for my talent
Or if not you know I'll keep trying
If I fail look I won't be crying
I just try hard to make me get shining