EM Soncipah - Up & Down Lyrics

Worried about what to eat
A cool breeze is what we drink
Why should I think about a ring
When I rest my head, it sinks
I paint my dreams with ink
A heart that bleeds' not pink
What to do when your love shrinks
Talk what you think, then rethink
It's taking too long, I'm waitin' for long
I longed for the feeling of gettin' along
It's not about me being alone, if I was strong, I would be alone
Sacrificin' your life for me is wrong
I don't wanna write a loss song
Mind wonderin, heart kept a lost soul
I'm kickin' the ground, I've lost control (control)
I've been down, up and down
Doing two things, one is not my thing
The other one, the thing
I'll end up not catchin' a thing
Then what will I bring when I become the King
Inside I'll fall, but outside I'll spring
Being honest is what I didn't bring
It's a lie that tends to cling
Raise a fist and promise to sing
Dance with the Devil, but don't blink
You wish to fly, but you got no wings
Stay down here, then take a swing
A beam of light is not encouraging
I mean look at this heart, is not nourishin
A wish flourishin
A blood in a rush, anxiety unwillin
Yes, I'm feelin' the pain of healin' the wounds of a heart that kept willin' (willin)
(Willin)
I've been down, up and down
Breakin' it down, I've run a few rounds
The love I've been lookin' for, finally found
Face rubbed and destroyed against the ground
What do you see when you don't hear the sound
Reminds you of a time you nearly drowned
Forgot to hold a breath, now it's death
Deep, deep you go searchin' in the depth
All you need is a ref (ref)