E-Man Bates - If You Don't Know Lyrics

This goes out to anyone who don't know who I am yet
See you heard about me
You just didn't know it was me
Hahahaha

I be that white Russian drinking
Music thinking
Crying Jordan making
Concert raging brother spittin lyric in your earlobe
Never could fit in
I was always the weirdo
But I always stood out
Due to the rare flow
Changing words
Something never heard
It's obscured
Magic has occurred
When I do the verbs
Yo you heard
Man I quit
Man I gave up
Yo I'm in the same spot man stuck in a rut
With my luck
Call my bluff
Took a hit
Now I'm bust
Times are rough
Yo what up?

It's the bottle man come here
Few sips of me and you're gonna see clear
Now lets go and show the world why you're really here

It was jamo and juice
Vodka and vibing
Lost in the sauce I forgot about rhyming
Bi-Polar flaring up on me all of the time and
Was scared of the world so I thought about hiding

I was at me lowest
And now my mother's gone
So my heart is at my coldest
Folks I'm sorry to expose this
But depression is real
I deal with it everyday
I know I'm not the only one that prays it goes away

I thought it was the end
I thought it was my time
But then I realized it was all in my mind
Pulled myself up fast motivated to excel
No I got the flame like charizard's tale
I got back into school
Started getting them grades
Started writing for the paper just learning the ways
Though I had to leave school due to some bad news
But with those tools
I'll start Beats and Brews

Use my pen as a journalist and a artist
Felling like Tony Start
This booth is Jarvis
Can't deny I grind the hardest
Though I'm not the smartest
Either way I go the hardest
And I'm going the farthest

To end this tell, reach out to your friends
Depression is a killer that wants you to the end
You never really beat it
Just take it as your own
And create something beautiful till God calls you home