Emanuel Brown - For The Soul Lyrics

Welcome to the Bad News Experience
Yeah
Bad News nigga

To many people love me
To many people hate me
Think everyday
Will this game change me

Be better than I was
Know I've caught a buzz
Try to stay focused
Now I question love

I can't treat you
Like I'm treating me
Cause if I did
You'd love me miserably

Heartbreak is all I ever seen
Now I think and question everything
From the people I love
To the ones that I trust

Look at my son
Think am I enough
Lost moms I was 12
Caught a couple shells

Five blocks from me
Nigga under a cell
There's was a time
I would question hope

Wear a red flag
Start bagging dope
I speak my truth
So if this is to heavy

Press next
Because I've held my thoughts in
Now I'm bout to express
Let this shit roll off of my chest

Inspire and help you connect
This is good for my soul
Cause I drown in my thoughts
Doesn't mean that I'm weak

Bad news for you
Not afraid to keep it real
I'm midtown
Tear it down

Niggaz never play around
Vc always rep the town
Help me stand on solid ground
Music is my therapy, it gives me resolve

Shit I'm sorry to my wife, sister
Any involved
I don't share all my feelings
Cause it's hard to really just go let it out

When I'm in the booth
My nigga know I'm just getting down
Not a rapper my guy
But an artist that will really defy

Labels and boxes
They put me inside
I forever will rise
Just listen

Start paying attention
All the likes and the mentions
Is all good
Till they start to diminish

No longer want to give you attention
Now what you think of me
Is really just none of my business
But if it cost me, I'm charging out interest

This is greatness you witnessed
Been a legend
Even from the beginning
Thinking back on all the moments

When I was gone pop
When Ryan hit my phone
Saying look
Chad & Skatey P man, saying we buzzing

We was next up
Shit we was youngins
Being honest
Would of failed

I didn't want it
Really just bluffing
Now I'm focused nigga
Tell me who want it

Making these moves
Nigga f*ck what you think
Bad news
Shit man I'm good being me

It ain't as easy
As I make it all seem
So if you want to dream
Go to asleep

Want to live it
Move your feet
I ain't sleep on nobody
Nigga I'm awake on me

I'm destined to take everything
Family ain't shit
And that's no surprise
Made a conscious choice

To not be in our lives
Watch me flip
And still get this grind
That self starter mind

The grass is greener
Where I'm at this time
They say tomorrow's just a day
But you might never see it

All the shit you say you'll do
They never believe it
I'm just venting for my soul
Picking up the pieces

This music shit
Man I f*cking need this
Forever keeps me breathing
Subdues my demons

That's why I'm speaking
Still rising
Not close to peaking
Believe it

Savage on these beats
Steady feasting
It's not close
We are never even

Bad News nigga