Trying feel this dro
Hoping it will ease my mind
Needing me some liquor
Help stop the hurt inside
Thoughts is getting loud
Feeling like I'm lost
Idk what I'm do to help me keep moving on
Man the pressure
Building up and I'm guessing
Got me feeling so reckless
Not feeling connected
Ignoring all of these messages
Thinking bout my life mission
Wait, stop it
Telling me I'm awkward
IDK if that's factual
So I speak rarely stay cautious
Blessings, yeah I caught a few
Seems to me the only thing I do
Is reach to god when a need a favor
Then after that I dismiss him too
Growing up man in a small ass city
Lower middle case but we always got past
The news where I'm from
Man that paper reads red
From winter madness to the steady ass flossin
Barely catch a vibe if you do then it's partial
Trying to find a change sometimes gets exhausting
Pops raised me did the best he could
Tried to give much more
Encouraged me to go and see the world
Besides the corners we on
God damn I was going
Until I learned about the family ties
Gang culture and the hustling side
F*ck exploring better go provide
Things will turn you
Develop pride
Want respect
That's how you thrive
Trying feel this dro
Hoping it will ease my mind
Needing me some liquor
Help stop the hurt inside
Thoughts is getting loud
Feeling like I'm lost
Idk what I'm do to help me keep moving on
Man the pressure
Building up and I'm guessing
Got me feeling so reckless
Not feeling connected
Ignoring all of these messages
Thinking bout my life mission
The mission is to do it big
Hustle hard
Make these ends
Roll this dough
Watch it bake
Watch that rise
Protect your plate
I just need me true escape
From this pressure yes I create
Ignoring calls cause the love is fake
Say you care
But when they close them gates
It's poof
Vamoose
Scatter all of those troops
The code applied to that rag that's tied
Family fake dispersing lies
Saying that you worthless
Beat you down make you feel like nothing
Idk how to stop the suffering
No respect for my father
No bond with my mother
Cll I know is myself
Roll something might help
Or a pour a glass from my shelf
I don't know who I am
Trying to find my calling
Find myself
Before I loose it all
Cuz I hear my demons still calling
Trying feel this dro
Hoping it will ease my mind
Needing me some liquor
Help stop the hurt inside
Thoughts is getting loud
Feeling like I'm lost
Idk what I'm do to help me keep moving on
Man the pressure
Building up and I'm guessing
Got me feeling so reckless
Not feeling connected
Ignoring all of these messages
Thinking bout my life mission