Far away somewhere, I'd like to call it close to you
The problem is I've finally found no reason
I'm hoping that you're safe now, that you found your way out
Truth is silence can't speak for you; there's too much to say
But words aren't enough to speak for (you)
You can't forget all the things that you know
This is the day of your reckoning
I watched you create all of you shame
I know of a place that can save you from the things you fear
No one will hear the things you say
I know the things that your need
I won't be the one to pull you out
Will you find your way back home, when everything you know is gone?
Tell me I'm the one who's missed you here
What have I become? I try so hard just to forget
Before the crowd of a silent mouth like air so thin in a dream of drowning
You'll find yourself inside this moment and confess that you're at war
With what keeps you breathing
You're holding your thoughts back to keep you from speaking the words
That you know you can't mean in the end
If this is what you want then this is what you'll get
I watched you fall to your knees as the waves came tumbling down crashing upon
This wreckless abandoned hope that you've painted inside of this life you live