Stuck in the cycle of self-sustained destruction
Manically depressive thoughts bleed my corruption
Everyday is another traumatic fallacy
In my mind I'm rotting out
I forge onward never looking back
Into the eyes of my inner darkness
The beast upon my back
The beast upon my back
Not an angel nor a devil can save my soul
From the essence of my blackened heart of which I've lost all control
This cancer plaguing me for years
Has taken its toll
I'm looking from the clouds
Waiting to fall
Extracting my soul from my hollow shell
The miles that separate me from the ground will serve me well
It only takes one man to make a change
A generation to serve its purpose
And where will you stand
When all is lost
Now I can feel the end
Clawing its way through my skin
Digging the grave I'm buried in
This cancer plaguing me for years
Has taken its toll
I'm looking from the clouds
Waiting to fall
I learn to live, I learn to die
Waiting to fall
I learn the meaning of my life
Waiting to fall
In the end I saw no Father in the sky