Everything happens for a reason
That's what I tell myself when I deep it
When I felt betrayed felt like treason.
Problems with my dad what a season
And my mama too we ain't speaking
We ain't even spoke since 2023 yeah
Devil working overtime he tweaking
I'm like Mayweather fighting all my demons
Try find a way to deal with my pain yeah
Didn't say a single thing to Yahweh
I was falling back into my old ways
Couldn't recall the last time that I prayed
When rains it pours had nowhere to go
Everything void all my feelings were gone
Couldn't no make no songs when I felt withdrawn
Every hour I was out here feeling lonely
Didn't feel like I belong like my name Mowgli
Micheal Phelps I was swimming
In my sorrows are so deep
Took a look in the mirror didn't feel holy.
2023 had me struggling
Got second job night shifts again
Really had me feeling like lesser a man
Too ashamed to talk to my brethren
Too much pride to go and tell the reverend
Kept it to myself like a veteran
Carried on my back like letterman
Eddie Brock I can't let the Venom in
Gotta stay swinging Roger Federer
Tryna Chase my dreams I got stamina
Life getting hard I'm tryna balance it
Always go God for the medicine
2023 was a hit or miss
I can't even reminisce 
Everything I second guessed
I was living in a mess
Blessings in my bag in my bag but I fumbled it
Tryna find my path find my path I was stumbling
Tryna find my path I was stumbling
Yeah Tryna find my path I was stumbling