Maybe that's why I like sitting in Ubers without my seat belt on
Adrenaline rushing to my make-believe heart pumping blood
Now I'll put it on so I don't manifest my own fears
Time is creeping closer to our foreseen ending
Relationships that pulse to the beat of my nerves numbing
Distractions from all this weird stuff going on
And I wish I could just move the f*ck on
Without all the layers of my empathy sluggishly creep into an empty heart
Nothing is more soothing than knowing I don't have to be here
Time is creeping closer to our foreseen ending
Relationships that pulse to the beat of our nerves numbing
I scream into the void to see if something would scream back
I've been trying for days or weeks it's kind of hard to keep track
But my emptiness is adding up and my voice is cracking up
Time is creeping closer to our foreseen ending
Relationships that pulse to the beat of our nerves numbing
Never felt so alone
Comfortable in this hole
Never felt so alone
Comfortable in this hole
Never felt so alone
Something I think of often is finding a perfect shaped coffin