Emily Cavanaugh - Sick of Someday Lyrics

What am I still doing here?
I think I lost count of all the years
Your mind is a twisted maze I gave up trying to navigate
Promises riddled with"what if"s and"not now"s
You say I'm your someday, I'll close my eyes and drink it down
Oh, I am sick
Sick of someday
Oh, I am sore
Beneath the wait
Love a slow burn
But love, I'm tired
And the dripping wax is starting to hurt
It's time we blow it out
You can't bear to hold me
But you refuse to let me go
In love and in limbo
You say I'm your someday, I believe you for now but
Oh, I am sick
Sick of someday
Will you ever take me?
Why are you so afraid of what we might be?
You lost your mind on a temporary fixation again
But you say you want me in the end
Are we doomed to only meet
Between the folds of time
We're older now but we're still playing pretend
Keep the dream untouched
If we don't try we'll never wake up
If you're gonna break me at least do it right
Tell me you love me or leave me tonight
I'm running out of bated breath
Maybe you're selfish, maybe just tired
(What am I still doing here?)
Maybe you love me or maybe you're lying
(What am I still doing here?)
I can't tell anymore
Oh, I am sick