Emma Lu - Sick Girl Lyrics

Look at me
I'm right here
Hold me just before I disappear

Help me
I'm in pain
Can't stand the thought of bearing another day

The way I talk to the girl in the mirror just makes me wanna scream
Sometimes I can't help but hate her
Wanna rip her out of me

Mom
Look me in my eyes
That wound in you just makes me wanna die

And, dad?
When will you realize?
Guys like you taunt my life all the time

I hurt, and hurt, and hurt some more
Crawled up in a ball on the bathroom floor

This voice in my head, I hope it's not me
Just let me out
I wanna be free

All sick in that hospital bed, I was only fourteen
That girls still here inside my chest and she just won't leave

Will it always be torture to be me?
I just want to hold myself completely

Your mouth like venom
His hands like blades
My body like torture
I'm not okay

If there's a way out, then show me it and I will go
I've been torn in half by every single road I've ever known

But maybe everything will be okay
I'll pretend to believe that and bear another day