[ Featuring The Hot Mess ]
Where did my inspiration go
Burnt out with zero self control
The leash pulls me further behind
I'm starving for a little taste
Stuck to the mattress, suffocate
It's not my fault, I won't deny
That I blame myself most every time
I'm rotting from the inside out
Inside out
I'm laughing but I feel so nervous
I pace the floor until it hurts
I am tongue tied, in a chokehold
Head in the clouds, knife to my throat
I'm like a dog inside a cage
I'm growling cause I cannot beg
I am tongue tied, in a chokehold
I am tainted, I am at war
I'm rotting inside out
He's still holding me down
I sang with strings tied to my hands
I was too young to understand
But these days I'm just feeling like a clown
Emmy, when did you get so down
Behind my eyes there is a crime scene
The man he took everything from me
I am a creature made of fear
I learned to kill, I learned to disappear
I'm laughing but I feel so nervous
I pace the floor until it hurts
I am tongue tied, in a chokehold
Head in the clouds, knife to my throat
I'm like a dog inside a cage
I'm growling cause I cannot beg
I am tongue tied, in a chokehold
I am tainted, I am at war
I am tongue tied, in a chokehold
I am at war
